February 2012
7 posts
I wish you well.
A quiet drive home for a 10th month Anniversary
It’s not what I had in mind to end of the day, especially for today. I didn’t mind that I was STILL nursing a red-eye(allergic conjunctivitis) or I had to go out walking around in my geeky specs. But the drive home was just one of the quietest which I just could hardly bare. They say that when a girl is quiet, it’s dangerous. She’s either, over thinking, tired of waiting,...
Hey, what's new?
Never have to ask me more than once
I’m full time by choice
I have not slept through the oppurtunities you’ve missed
Sometimes I’m feelin’ fine, but
All in a moment’s time
It all changes and I long for better days
Then then I’ll wait more time
For someone to cheer me up
You tell me I’m not enough
Well, what’s new?
I guess I don’t...
January 2012
18 posts
AUD goes up, my savings for dream room goes down.
Things have been looking stable on the far side. That’s…….good!
On my side, I’m looking for new/secondhand/depilated but just requires a fixer upper furniture for the new apartment and for the new room in Brisbane. Oh but what tragedy brings only to be so far away and not see anything yet. The real pain in the ass though is getting good and cheap furniture there,...
stupid me.
“I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and...”
– Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook (via temporaryhype)
“I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt you planned on falling in...”
– The Notebook (via hermindonfire)
Ashley Lokelanie
When you truly care for someone, their mistakes never change your feelings because it’s the mind that gets angry but the heart still cares.
With all the love I have been getting from my group of closest friends whom I hold so dear in my heart. I love you all for never judging me and still sticking on with me. For hugging me and telling me "it will be ok and you will be fine". That’s all I need everyday. Hence I like going out everyday to see my friends to keep me going. Also to my wonderful bf to. :)
December 2011
19 posts
I hate Christmas...just this year
There the title pretty much explains my sentiments for that holiday this year. At about 7.45pm Bay found me at TGI Fridays drinking and looking like a sad rag though I vaguely remember pointing the steak knife at her and Razmi. (SORRY!) I think I will forever remember this unhappy occasion I had for as long as I will remember. I will never forget the hurt and the pain I feel, it’s not some...
A girl doesn’t need to tell you straight up how...
A thousand things to say. A million reasons not to...
Never explain yourself. Your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it.
If you please.
2 nights off AWAY from the house and from anyone. Just myself with no laptop (maybe no phone too.hmmm), my barang barang, and all my emotional suitcase. I can just drink glass after glass of wine and champagne, cry under the hotel sheets, pretend that i’m a mermaid in the bathtub, take photos pretending i’m a pap, order room service, meditate on the verandah, sleep and not get out of...
When i’m upset and utterly frustrated, I cry. But when I’m angry, I just want to do physical damage on anyone or anything. FUCKKKKKKKKK.
“You want me to be honest? I did love you, I loved you more than anything. I...”
– (via wordsandlyrics)
Leave me out with the waste This is not what I’d do It’s the wrong kind of place To be cheating on you It’s the wrong time she’s pulling me through It’s a small crime And I’ve got no excuse Is that alright? Give my gun away when it’s loaded Is that alright? If you don’t shoot it how am I supposed to hold it Is that alright? Give my gun away when...
My heart, too heavy to write and ,my eyes, sore...
I’ll always ask myself, “why?”
November 2011
38 posts
